Concentrate!!

I have so much set out for me and so much going on in my life. If there's one thing i have it's potential. But somehow i feel like i'm throwing away all my chances at success and long time happiness.
I've become lazy and not as curious as i used to be. That did reflect on my annual grades report, too. I'm ashamed of myself. I feel like i need to do so much more and that i can but won't. I keep dreaming of running in a race when i feel like i'm fighting with all my strength but i'm not moving. The thing is... i'm not putting in all my strength, not mentally or physically, that annoys me. It frustrates me.
All i need to do is focus. Focus. I feel like i'm on an edge. It doesn't feel great to know that you're a step away from falling into nothingness. I'm scared of that.
I can't fail now, i've been building up. I won't let myself. Therefore, i'll do whatever it takes to bring me back on track. I can do this.

I can. And will. Make you proud.