Thursday, February 28, 2008
Injuries :O
At lunch, Rebecca suddenly stops eating and puts her hand to her mouth and starts crying. Everyone's in awe and very curious why. Personally i thought she was going to puke all over my bag, that's what i was worried about. LOL. After about 5 more minutes of drama drama drama, FOUR people escort her to the medical room. She had chipped her tooth. If no blood, no right to moan!! I suppose this is more of an injury than last week's when she nearly went home because of a broken nail, no joke! I just keep wondering what was in that sandwhich LOL, titanium?! Titanium ham and mayo sandwhich, ooh yummmy!!
Girl needs to chill, honestly. She's my friend and everything but geez!!
Last night i didn't post... I was too, injured. LOL. Training was pahpahpainfullllllll. Well my ankle is messed up so that makes running, doing press ups and star jumps a tad bit more challenging. =)
And sadly, i didn't get to pour boiling hot chocolate over Mr. Copson. He actually apologized to me!! :O
Ah well, there's always next essay deadline. Just need to make sure the hot chocolate machine is working.
Belgium here i come!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Anti Copson Club!
I have english again tomorrow. LOL. Should be interesting. I have decided that i will not stand being shouted at and will respond. No no, not physically, but if i have a drink at hand, i will use it! To wake him up a bit!!
I'm thinking of starting an anti-MrCopson club. :)) But then..that would ruin the fun of being able to express my "loving" thoughts towards him in person! I don't want to bitch about him, i want him to know what i think. I'm sure he'll like to hear it.
Maybe i should write him a love letter. Ooooh the sneakiness!! Mwahaha.
Monday, February 25, 2008
I hate Mr. Copson!!!
Mr. Copson aka english teacher from hell. Gaaaaahhhhhhhhh what is his problem?! Old angry man. I swear he's about 200. Oh and he MUST accentuate on EVERY other WORD whilst he paces up and down the middle of the classroom; 4 steps forwards, 4 steps back. He must get some few good hundred paces done throughout the day. The man never stands still, he's worse than watching a tennis match! Oh and the arms... they wave about crazily as if trying to escape and fly off from his shoulders, while he explains what Juliet was feeling about Romeo in that horrid scene over and over and over again.
Sir honestly... Say it don't spray it!!! That's Disgusting.
I admit my work was a little late in, but was that a good enough reason for your body temperature to go up to 50 degrees C whilst your face went a shade of red so intense that i thought you might just catch fire anytime soon? No, I don't think so. You should really watch that stress though, sir, because honestly, we all worry about you. I mean maybe a hundred years ago when you were young you would've been fine.. but now we don't know when your joints may give in and you may drop dead halfway through your ridiculous pacing.
I didn't give you a Valentine's Card, is that why you're so mad? :) Hey don't be upset, i'm sure you have plenty of other admirers in the class. And please stop calling my house, it's the 4th time now and it's getting creepy. That missing homework was from last term, OK? Get over it.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Concentrate!!
I have so much set out for me and so much going on in my life. If there's one thing i have it's potential. But somehow i feel like i'm throwing away all my chances at success and long time happiness.
I've become lazy and not as curious as i used to be. That did reflect on my annual grades report, too. I'm ashamed of myself. I feel like i need to do so much more and that i can but won't. I keep dreaming of running in a race when i feel like i'm fighting with all my strength but i'm not moving. The thing is... i'm not putting in all my strength, not mentally or physically, that annoys me. It frustrates me.
All i need to do is focus. Focus. I feel like i'm on an edge. It doesn't feel great to know that you're a step away from falling into nothingness. I'm scared of that.
I can't fail now, i've been building up. I won't let myself. Therefore, i'll do whatever it takes to bring me back on track. I can do this.
I can. And will. Make you proud.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Online Love?
What's all this shit going around about "online love" anyways?
No way. No way in hell there can be such a thing, no? I mean think about it, the internet is so unsafe and so unknown to us that really, it's like a big dangerous database. So from that i take it that there's no possible way in finding love. It must all be lies and blindness. Or just plain stupidity, right? You silly dumbcrackers.
It's silly.
It's silly that some of us think it isn't possible. If love exists, it would exist everywhere, not just where you think it's appropriate for it to be born. Also it's not like unprotected sex LOL, it's more like drunken unprotected sex, you don't know you've done it, but on some level you know very well what happened. Like love, sometimes you aren't aware. It takes one to fit perfectly, but often lots to find that one.
Think. Do you have a light at the end of the tunnel? Or are you unaware if such a thing exists? Do you doubt it because there is a slight chance of it disappointing you?
I wish you'd believe.
Now when someone says they met someone online and they think they're the one for them, don't be an ass, OK?
It doesn't matter if you believe it, it doesn't matter if you understand it, it just matters that you respect it.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Wales? Nooo! I'll stick with England
Wales is one strange place. Not nearly as strange as Romania, but hey, at least Romania's funny because it's so fucked up. Wales is just.. just strange. Not strange in a bad way particularly, it just strikes me as a place i wouldn't wanna visit more than once.. OK maybe twice for the people i know that are there.
Their language is something else. Their words are something like"gfbtnmrbdstplkDYDD". Really now, what the hell?!
Journey up there was a nightmare. Mom and Cliff couldn't agree on a CD to play LOL. Then when i turned my iPod on they told me off for it, saying it was too loud. WTF?? Anyways, whole journey took way over 3 hours.
3 hours in a car?! Are you kidding me? I was so bored i started counting dead sheep. Yes, there are quite a few in Wales. Dead sheep then lamp posts... clouds....pigeons... trucks, cars, people. You name it, i counted it.
Just a thought- how come all truck drivers are ugly and over 50? Girl hasn't got any eye candy on the road!! It's tragic.
Once we got there it suddenly turned from suicidally boring to awesomeness. =) We stayed at our romanian friends, which by the way cook VERY well. Food wasn't an issue. If the food is there and plenty, i'm a happy bunny. I'm a simple person with simple needs, good food is one of them!
Now.. maybe i shouldn't judge since i wasn't there for a long time but..Swansea seemed to me like a big huge industrial dump. Port Talbot even more so. Swansea beach wasn't half bad, Mumbles pier actually very nice.

Tried the sepia effect for once and somehow this picture reminds me of America 1920s? LOL.

Frozen moments.
I like this one. Taking a picture of someone taking a picture.
=)

That's Mumbles Pier. Looks like Wales gets the good weather from England. :) The sky and the sea were one and the same.
Hopefully the next and LAST time i go to Wales it will be sunny. LOL.
Now back in oh so mighty Dorset, England and waiting to go to Belgium. That's my next victim.
Until then...homework homework homework coursework coursework coursework...oh and exams. =) hehe I hate the british school system. If i could i would cut the whole system up into bits and throw it in the government people's faces. Grumpy old men they are anyway! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Monday, February 18, 2008
Myspace..
So i made a myspace. I sunk low enough to make one. Why? Well because i wanted to see if it made me any "cooler" haha. =) Well, it didn't. So screw it, OK?
Now... Going to Wales tomorrow. Verrrrry excited about that, since it's a new place. :) Camera going with me so some evidence will be shown up here sometime.
I went shopping today with Chloe and bought a notebook LOL. It had an awesome cover so i couldn't resist. I named it my "Epiphany Book" :)) or Eppie. I doubt i'll write anything in it, since i speak my thoughts rather than write them down. Writing them ALL would take too damn long.
Since i was such a busy bee, i missed posting a Valentine's Day thingy. Well here goes: Happy lovie dovie day all you lovebirds out there!! My Valentine's was dangerously entertaining; i collapsed/fainted LOL. An ambulance came along and they dragged me along and offered me a wheelchair. I refused it although, those things look fun!! :)) All these people gathered around and i burst out crying :( i think it was shock or something, because i'm not a cry-type person. Anyways it was massively embarrassing lol. Heh oh well.
See you when i have Wales updates.
That's all folks!
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