No Grading AGAIN

I'm beyond upset. I'm proper sad now. And to make me sad...it takes quite a bit.
God... another week. We went to the school where it was supposed to be and...well guess what?! There never ever was tae kwon-do at that school, EVER, let alone a GRADING. We found this out from a Karate instructor.......LOL........ Now... i'm trying not to believe this but i'm starting to think my instructor lied to me. I really really hope that my mother's instincts are wrong... Although her predictions were right.
I just can't even begin to comprehend how someone would do something like this.
First he says that it was cancelled because of some branches fallen after the storm or something (last Monday) - AS IF. Really now, what has the grading got to do with the blocked road? There are plenty of roads around!!
Second i find out that well... there is no grading today. And there never will be one at that school LOL. Since it only does KARATE.
Thirdly we waited for him to show up there, and he didn't- his excuse: was lost.
You don't just think of a random school and tell people to go there and then not show up, you just don't do that!!!
I'm telling myself that...he couldn't have...it's impossible... it must all be a big missunderstanding, it wasn't his fault.
And i hope to God that i'm right and my mom's wrong.
Gah and i was so so ready. I was so ready last week. And ready 2 weeks ago when i missed it because of Belgium. I can't wait until June to grade. I CAN'T. If i have to grade in Liverpool i will, and he'd better give me a lift there. =O
I am too sad for words. I just hope it won't turn into anger followed by hatred. I don't want to hate him. I'm supposed to look up to him, to follow his steps in the art.
I'm so disappointed..