Please Don't...

I'm so overcome with emotion at the moment that I feel frozen despite the 25 degree C weather.
Please just don't...
God, just...it can't happen again. And I'm already mad at you.
I can't even think straight. But I have to blink away my emotions, because she needs me strong.
She needs me to not break down, just in case she does.

Please... don't.
It can't be happening, it can't, it can't!