I want to..

Now that I'm back on track with ze blog.. I can continue in my usual rambles.
As i was philosophizing about happiness, i discovered something unpleasant. It really doesn't matter what or who makes you happy. It's who you would want to make you happy. Goes hand in hand with love. Doesn't matter who you love or who loves you, it's who you want to love and who you want to love you.
Damnit. Ya know God? You could have made this so much easier...oh but no. You went on and made me think crazy thoughts. Thanks..

Update

Went to Scotland last week. And yes...a bit late on the updates. Edinburgh was amazing. Nothing near to Paris, but still awesomeness. I'm not gonna promise to post the pictures on here at some point.. because i'm pretty sure i did that with Paris and it never happened. It was a happy week. And that's all that matters, with pictures or not.

Words

2 books down, 98 to go =)

1. 11 Minutes by Paulo Coelho.
2. Twilight by Stephenie Meyer.

L Word

Love has been on my mind lately. The more I think of it, the more it frustrates me how unable of understanding it I am. Once I am angry enough with myself, I seem to come up with an idea, a definition which after about 1 minute I dismiss and shake my head at my own stupidity.

Can anyone tell you a concrete definition? Or even better they say "everyone has their own meaning of love". But really, is that the best we, as humans, can do? Their own meaning of love..what a joke. BS. Maybe our human egos are just too fat to accept that love, despite whichever experiments, research, debates and experience we have been through, cannot be explained. Too damn right that it's beyond me. And I stopped digging through my brain for an answer.
Hell, maybe one day, I'll know. Maybe even follow one of the criteria of "happily ever after" , you never know.

"I love you" - what the hell does that mean?! Enlighten me..

Snow..?

It snowed today. Yes, in England. Surely there is something dubious going on with the universe.
It was a perfect day. Spent with friends and Pie.
If there is a God up there, i thank you.
We needed this.
Oh and i'm happy. =)