Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Coma Leopold


(Leopold has been in a coma for a while, and has just woken up after replacing his blood. ( had to reinstall windows)

I don't understand people. I honestly don't, and I'm trying so hard. Is it human nature to wallow in self pity? Fascinating. X_X
My confusion and frustration may translate as indifference, when in fact, it's pretty much the opposite. It would sadden me if that is how it is interpreted. I should make a dictionary... translating from me to everyone else, and from everyone else to me.

I only have a tiny "care circle" so anyone outside that can go swim with flying pigs for all i care. In fact, towards anyone else i am indifferent.
There's no grey, you either care, or you don't. Matters, or it doesn't.

I think I've added someone to my care circle unconsciously. And I'm scared of that, because i don't know how or when it happened, i just care. Are my filters getting weak? I hope i still have safety filters towards who i care about, because viruses are not welcome in that department, it would be disastrous. Scary thought.