De ziua ta iti spun Te Iubesc. Eu pe tine te iubesc mereu, enorm, 24/7 dar nu o pot spune. Nu stiu de ce...ma frustreaza, deschid gura sa spun si nu pot. E blocat.
Esti eroina mea, te admir in fiecare zi pentru ce ai facut pentru mine, si pentru ce faci si azi. Pentru mine tu esti o mama incredibila, cea mai buna, nu te-as schimba pentru nimic, niciodata. Nici cand strigi la mine sa-mi fac temele.
Imi cer mii de scuze pentru ca mai des decat as vrea te enervez, iti fac sa-ti creasca tensiunea si sa te superi pe mine. Nu vreau sa te supar, dar din nou.. cand vreau sa-mi cer scuze... E blocat. Eu vreau sa spun, jur.
Fara tine eu n-as fi... deloc. Daca ai pleca acum, lumea mea s-ar bloca toata.
Am observat ca prietenilor le pot spune te iubesc si iarta-ma, dar asta pentru ca nu tin la ei nici macar un sfert de sfert din cat tin la tine. Pentru ca atunci cand ii supar pe ei...simt numai un sfert de sfert decat cand te supar pe tine.
Tu m-ai ridicat cand am cazut si ai avut grija de mine mereu. Si azi ma ridici de unde se pare ca ma ingrop singura, ma ridici si ma indrumi.
La Multi Ani, Te iubesc, Multumesc si Iarta-ma. Lucruri pe care ar trebui sa le spun in fiecare zi...nu sunt spuse. Sunt mandra sa fiu fiica ta si sper sa nu te dezamagesc.
Uite. O dalie perfecta. Yours are better.
Big day tomorrow. Mom's birthday + Got english assessment with Mr. Copson... + Taekwondo grading. I'm actually looking forward to it!! Too bad Cliff'll miss my grading though. Whilst I punch air to impress judges he'll be chillin on a dive boat on the South Atlantic Ocean. Now..that's just not fair. He's gone for 2 weeks!!! Gone. =(
Good news though. My next victim is coming up. Romania...bring it onnn!!!! Motherland!!! Supposed to see my dad there too, haha. He's always a blast.
I always need something good to count down to, i'm too impatient.
lalalalalala, one week and a half till Easter hols!!! One week and a half and 3 hours and 20 minutes and 30 seconds...and.....LOL.
Whilst youtube-ing today, i found The Sad Songs Channel. Well, i'm not sad, but it made me think.
I'm actually quite happyjoyjoy now because I think i got my beloved oh so much needed Popsy back.
I found a video of All Good Things Come To An End by Nelly Furtado. This is how it goes, in case you didn't know.
"Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end?"
Maybe they do. But I'd rather try and see, than not try at all. If you don't try you're a noob, OK?
On the same youtube channel i found Des'Ree with Kissing You, Romeo&Juliet theme song. I only had one person in mind whilst listening to that song. and yes it was of the opposite sex and not of my relatives.... LOL...-blushessss- OK so. Yeah. Maybe Ruru has a crush. =)
"Pride can stand a thousand trialsThe strong will never fallBut watching stars without you my soul cried"
Beautiful song...
I'm grounded. LOL. My laptop has been kidnapped by evil parents and i sure hope there will be sign of it in the near future!! This means no pictures from Belgium. =( But but, it's not all bad!! I still have lots and lots of chocolate from Belgium. Haha. Love that place. The streets there are : chocolate shop, chocolate shop, bar, chocolate shop chocolate shop, jewelery shop, bar, chocolate shop, chocolate shop and so on. It's aaaaaamazing!!Oh but the museums and architecture and beauty of the place.......and Ah screw it, the chocolate is all that i really cared about, OK? Is that so bad?!The trip was officially ze awesomeness.
Helen, Noemi, Rebecca, Seb you guys are officially ze awesomeness!!!
This random kid we met, Michael too is ze awesomeness. That kid just rocks. =)
What the trip was about was visiting battlefields and graveyards from WW1, basically. Well, thank you friends. I've never had SO much fun in a cemetery before!! Also never nearly suffocated from laughter in a cemetery before. Gosh, we're all going to hell. =O
More when i get Popsy back. (Popsy= laptop)
At lunch, Rebecca suddenly stops eating and puts her hand to her mouth and starts crying. Everyone's in awe and very curious why. Personally i thought she was going to puke all over my bag, that's what i was worried about. LOL. After about 5 more minutes of drama drama drama, FOUR people escort her to the medical room. She had chipped her tooth. If no blood, no right to moan!! I suppose this is more of an injury than last week's when she nearly went home because of a broken nail, no joke! I just keep wondering what was in that sandwhich LOL, titanium?! Titanium ham and mayo sandwhich, ooh yummmy!!
Girl needs to chill, honestly. She's my friend and everything but geez!!
Last night i didn't post... I was too, injured. LOL. Training was pahpahpainfullllllll. Well my ankle is messed up so that makes running, doing press ups and star jumps a tad bit more challenging. =)
And sadly, i didn't get to pour boiling hot chocolate over Mr. Copson. He actually apologized to me!! :O
Ah well, there's always next essay deadline. Just need to make sure the hot chocolate machine is working.
Belgium here i come!!!!!!!!!
I have english again tomorrow. LOL. Should be interesting. I have decided that i will not stand being shouted at and will respond. No no, not physically, but if i have a drink at hand, i will use it! To wake him up a bit!!
I'm thinking of starting an anti-MrCopson club. :)) But then..that would ruin the fun of being able to express my "loving" thoughts towards him in person! I don't want to bitch about him, i want him to know what i think. I'm sure he'll like to hear it.
Maybe i should write him a love letter. Ooooh the sneakiness!! Mwahaha.
Mr. Copson aka english teacher from hell. Gaaaaahhhhhhhhh what is his problem?! Old angry man. I swear he's about 200. Oh and he MUST accentuate on EVERY other WORD whilst he paces up and down the middle of the classroom; 4 steps forwards, 4 steps back. He must get some few good hundred paces done throughout the day. The man never stands still, he's worse than watching a tennis match! Oh and the arms... they wave about crazily as if trying to escape and fly off from his shoulders, while he explains what Juliet was feeling about Romeo in that horrid scene over and over and over again.
Sir honestly... Say it don't spray it!!! That's Disgusting.
I admit my work was a little late in, but was that a good enough reason for your body temperature to go up to 50 degrees C whilst your face went a shade of red so intense that i thought you might just catch fire anytime soon? No, I don't think so. You should really watch that stress though, sir, because honestly, we all worry about you. I mean maybe a hundred years ago when you were young you would've been fine.. but now we don't know when your joints may give in and you may drop dead halfway through your ridiculous pacing.
I didn't give you a Valentine's Card, is that why you're so mad? :) Hey don't be upset, i'm sure you have plenty of other admirers in the class. And please stop calling my house, it's the 4th time now and it's getting creepy. That missing homework was from last term, OK? Get over it.
I have so much set out for me and so much going on in my life. If there's one thing i have it's potential. But somehow i feel like i'm throwing away all my chances at success and long time happiness.
I've become lazy and not as curious as i used to be. That did reflect on my annual grades report, too. I'm ashamed of myself. I feel like i need to do so much more and that i can but won't. I keep dreaming of running in a race when i feel like i'm fighting with all my strength but i'm not moving. The thing is... i'm not putting in all my strength, not mentally or physically, that annoys me. It frustrates me.
All i need to do is focus. Focus. I feel like i'm on an edge. It doesn't feel great to know that you're a step away from falling into nothingness. I'm scared of that.
I can't fail now, i've been building up. I won't let myself. Therefore, i'll do whatever it takes to bring me back on track. I can do this.
I can. And will. Make you proud.
Yuan!
Little Chav Boy!!!
Hitler!!
Naked Woman o.0 
FitBoy!!! LOL
