Just Another Day..

My exams are over now and all i can think of is how miserably i did in my maths papers this morning. I ask myself, why? What happened? I didn't use to be so bad at it, in fact i could pull off some high grades. But that was when i worked in maths, when i gave a shit. I'm expecting a C on that exam.. a C for Crap. If I'm lucky a B for Bad, or Bullshit.

I'm so curious it hurts. The results don't come back until August. AUGUST!!! Geez... I need to know early if i need to find myself a crappy job in a supermarket- by august all the chavs would have taken up the crappy dead end jobs.

And the day still goes on...quiet, cloudy and way too peaceful. It's giving me too much time to think, and it's driving me bananas and cherries!! I guess what makes it bearable are the few people that somehow i understand and that understand me. Those people are what make most days bearable, if not actually enjoyable.

The Chocolate Oracle

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied. You don't like anything too intense and dramatic. Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past. You are down to earth and lovable. A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding. In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other! You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not. You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Chocolate Oracle

Perfect Timing

Today started off very slow...first lesson IT, what a nightmare. By the time i got to Photography, my will to live was pretty much drained by the shockingly chavy and stupid people in my IT group. I don't mind chavs so much, but chav+stupid is a real bad combo!

I'm trying a new thing called being organised, and today i seemed to actually be enjoying it. =) I usually have things under control, but in a more chaotic way than most people would, if that makes sense. I still know what and when goes on, but nobody else does apart from me. My parents are annoyed by this extremely.

The Get Organised Operation started earlier this week (actually started last year, but failed miserably) when i asked my parents if i could go on a school trip in the fall. Oh the compromises i make for trips and friends..
I even agreed to maths revision!!!! It's insane!!!! I also finished my french essay, which was started 2 months ago. I honestly don't recognize myself. =O

It was about time somebody put some sense into me.
I just hope it lasts, being disorganised in an organised way is more fun =)

My room is still untidy, apparently. Let's take one thing at a time.

8th Kup

Got my yellow belt today!!! -jumps up and down- oh how nice it looks... :))

Yay to that! =)

I hope this huge silly smile doesn't fade off my face too soon..

What Kind of Cereal Are You?

You Are Granola

You are creative and inventive. You don't do much the ordinary or normal way. You like to explore new ideas and lifestyles. Something isn't for you just because other people do it. Quick breakfast fixes are definitely not your style. You're the type most likely to cook yourself an amazing homemade breakfast.

What Kind of Cereal Are You?

Noemi

Happy birthday sweet friend!!!
Your party was awesomeness, i hope you know,
I think we got you a bit drunk,
But you put up a fun show.

I hope you had a fantastic day and that your wishes have or will come true for you because you deserve it.
Take care and Happy Birthday Noemi!!! ...Or Buon Compleanno!!!

xoxoxoxo

No Stress No Stress No Stress!!!

Don't panic... don't panic... breathe in, no stress. Fuck it!!! I do better under pressure anyways.
I have 2 days to eat half of my chemistry, physics and biology books and less than a month to learn the whole last maths module for exam. Also i have ONE DAY to figure out what the hell the english language wants from me, because guess what? I have a GCSE in that crap Tuesday =O. Doesn't that just make you love exams? It sure frickin makes me love them.

So tonight will be a chemistry all-nighter, followed by tomorrow's frustration over english. I dread english exams...they're always so vague.. it's not something i can do proper revision for, like science- nice and straight forward. I'm doomed to excessive revision...

This sucks.

Overdose Of Lazy

So far today, i can't say i've been very productive. Screw that, i haven't been productive at all. I'm sat in my living room, with Leopold's monitor staring at me as i "multitask" by wasting time in 2 ways: watching tv AND internet browsing/chatting. It felt relaxing for the first hour or so..but now i'm just bored and annoyed. Bored because there's absolutely nothing on TV around mid day on a Thursday. Annoyed because DW is trying to fool me into adoring comic books, pokemon and manga. It's not gonna happen, OK? Quit it. Batman's cool as far as grown men in black skin tight suits and capes go... but i still won't buy all the books related to him. Same with Zelda... just let me be... i'll let you know when i become a Zelda geek, alrighty?

I tried to get away from this painful conversation with him but... he encouragingly let me know that he'd be online until 4.30 (in case i wanted to "discuss" that shit with him). If by then i don't go over to his house and murder him using a nintendo DS as a weapon, then i certainly will log off a long time before he does.

I wish i went to work today... but sadly i have the day off as i wasn't needed at the restaurant.
Exams start Tuesday, i'm stressed and most people seem to get on my nerves... grrrrrrr...
Going to try and write a story. I've had enough of annoying people today.
Then we'll see onto some more chemistry revision.

I hate school.

So...Remind Me. Who Are You Again??

Oh how i love MSN crappy convos...
It's wonderful how i can talk to over 10 people at once and not really pay attention to any of them.
I have this "e-friend" whom i don't really know at all- like really, i don't know how or why she got on my list. And yet she treats me as if i've known her all my life!! I log on...wait 5 seconds and my computer makes that sound that drives me crazy BEEEeeelllp..and there it is. Message. It's her. X_X
I'm not the most subtle person in the world so if i don't want to talk to you, you'll notice, also if i'm bored out of my mind with what you're saying- YOU'LL NOTICE. Maybe she's pretending not to notice these more than obvious signs and continues giving me her full life story and crush update. Oh dear Goddddd. Who is this person and why are they still talking? I am not smart enough to figure that question right there.

Then of course we have the male kind. Why do they all go weird on MSN? Normal face to face but on the internet...supahfreakz. Well, to make the sexism less in this paragraph i will add that everybody acts weird on the internet. I think it's because we can.

I'd much rather talk to people outside this internet box with buttons instead of words...So much quicker and easier AND more fun. I mean MSN has games too, yeah whatever, yay and shits, but i'd rather see somebody smile than have them type "LOL" or put a sucky smiley face up like this =) . And i'd rather play some quality rock paper scissors or badminton than play net tictactoe or net rockpaperscissors which btw sucks ass. Majorly.

Anyways, BestFriend coming over tomorrow in the middle of the night at the satanic unheard of hours of 7am. =) I'm really not a morning person..i hope i don't slam the door in her face and throw jelly on her head from the upstairs window. I'll just have to wait and see..

Progression

Haven't had much time to blog for the past 2 weeks, with work experience and all. But guess what?!?! They offered me a job there and they even paid me for the 2 weeks which they didn't have to pay for. =)
The babysitting is also still in progress- i'm on my way to Moneyland. LOL.

It's been quite eventful lately...with all happening at once, and i don't get a chance to write anymore. Sunday Storytime will be quite empty for a while...

Today i revised...and revised some more. Then chatted and played Sims2. Whilst chatting to various characters that sometimes enlighten me and sometimes make me want to scream and bang their heads together, i realised a potential friend in one of my so-called "mates". AK, a mate for quite a while now(months) has shown me that she can be more than a nice girl that likes pink and straightening her hair(i'm not really a pink person and i've only straightened my hair once in my entire life) Against all odds and differences i think we could become good friends. =)

This made me ponder on what i look for in a friend and figured that 2 people can be on the same wavelength even if in 2 very different universes. The wavelength can have 2 sides, no? If Russia can, then the wavelength can too! I thought of all the friends that i have and it struck me: I have a pretty damn good safety net to fall back on if it all turns tits up and it feels good. I try to keep the number of people i care about as low as possible, i guess it's safer that way, in case i have to move country again LOL.

A friend to me is somebody i'd defend with my life and take a bullet for if i had to, whereas a mate is somebody i would care enough about to cheer up and give chocolate to when they're sad. With those categories in mind, i have 3 friends. I haven't counted the mates since there are no bullets involved there, but i can tell you, the number's higher than 3. Of course i haven't counted family members and relatives since they come before anything else. Well i guess i've come quite a way from the times when a friend was just a gossip buddy and family was a money/chocolate resource.