8th Kup

Got my yellow belt today!!! -jumps up and down- oh how nice it looks... :))

Yay to that! =)

I hope this huge silly smile doesn't fade off my face too soon..

What Kind of Cereal Are You?

You Are Granola

You are creative and inventive. You don't do much the ordinary or normal way. You like to explore new ideas and lifestyles. Something isn't for you just because other people do it. Quick breakfast fixes are definitely not your style. You're the type most likely to cook yourself an amazing homemade breakfast.

What Kind of Cereal Are You?

Noemi

Happy birthday sweet friend!!!
Your party was awesomeness, i hope you know,
I think we got you a bit drunk,
But you put up a fun show.

I hope you had a fantastic day and that your wishes have or will come true for you because you deserve it.
Take care and Happy Birthday Noemi!!! ...Or Buon Compleanno!!!

xoxoxoxo

No Stress No Stress No Stress!!!

Don't panic... don't panic... breathe in, no stress. Fuck it!!! I do better under pressure anyways.
I have 2 days to eat half of my chemistry, physics and biology books and less than a month to learn the whole last maths module for exam. Also i have ONE DAY to figure out what the hell the english language wants from me, because guess what? I have a GCSE in that crap Tuesday =O. Doesn't that just make you love exams? It sure frickin makes me love them.

So tonight will be a chemistry all-nighter, followed by tomorrow's frustration over english. I dread english exams...they're always so vague.. it's not something i can do proper revision for, like science- nice and straight forward. I'm doomed to excessive revision...

This sucks.

Overdose Of Lazy

So far today, i can't say i've been very productive. Screw that, i haven't been productive at all. I'm sat in my living room, with Leopold's monitor staring at me as i "multitask" by wasting time in 2 ways: watching tv AND internet browsing/chatting. It felt relaxing for the first hour or so..but now i'm just bored and annoyed. Bored because there's absolutely nothing on TV around mid day on a Thursday. Annoyed because DW is trying to fool me into adoring comic books, pokemon and manga. It's not gonna happen, OK? Quit it. Batman's cool as far as grown men in black skin tight suits and capes go... but i still won't buy all the books related to him. Same with Zelda... just let me be... i'll let you know when i become a Zelda geek, alrighty?

I tried to get away from this painful conversation with him but... he encouragingly let me know that he'd be online until 4.30 (in case i wanted to "discuss" that shit with him). If by then i don't go over to his house and murder him using a nintendo DS as a weapon, then i certainly will log off a long time before he does.

I wish i went to work today... but sadly i have the day off as i wasn't needed at the restaurant.
Exams start Tuesday, i'm stressed and most people seem to get on my nerves... grrrrrrr...
Going to try and write a story. I've had enough of annoying people today.
Then we'll see onto some more chemistry revision.

I hate school.

So...Remind Me. Who Are You Again??

Oh how i love MSN crappy convos...
It's wonderful how i can talk to over 10 people at once and not really pay attention to any of them.
I have this "e-friend" whom i don't really know at all- like really, i don't know how or why she got on my list. And yet she treats me as if i've known her all my life!! I log on...wait 5 seconds and my computer makes that sound that drives me crazy BEEEeeelllp..and there it is. Message. It's her. X_X
I'm not the most subtle person in the world so if i don't want to talk to you, you'll notice, also if i'm bored out of my mind with what you're saying- YOU'LL NOTICE. Maybe she's pretending not to notice these more than obvious signs and continues giving me her full life story and crush update. Oh dear Goddddd. Who is this person and why are they still talking? I am not smart enough to figure that question right there.

Then of course we have the male kind. Why do they all go weird on MSN? Normal face to face but on the internet...supahfreakz. Well, to make the sexism less in this paragraph i will add that everybody acts weird on the internet. I think it's because we can.

I'd much rather talk to people outside this internet box with buttons instead of words...So much quicker and easier AND more fun. I mean MSN has games too, yeah whatever, yay and shits, but i'd rather see somebody smile than have them type "LOL" or put a sucky smiley face up like this =) . And i'd rather play some quality rock paper scissors or badminton than play net tictactoe or net rockpaperscissors which btw sucks ass. Majorly.

Anyways, BestFriend coming over tomorrow in the middle of the night at the satanic unheard of hours of 7am. =) I'm really not a morning person..i hope i don't slam the door in her face and throw jelly on her head from the upstairs window. I'll just have to wait and see..

Progression

Haven't had much time to blog for the past 2 weeks, with work experience and all. But guess what?!?! They offered me a job there and they even paid me for the 2 weeks which they didn't have to pay for. =)
The babysitting is also still in progress- i'm on my way to Moneyland. LOL.

It's been quite eventful lately...with all happening at once, and i don't get a chance to write anymore. Sunday Storytime will be quite empty for a while...

Today i revised...and revised some more. Then chatted and played Sims2. Whilst chatting to various characters that sometimes enlighten me and sometimes make me want to scream and bang their heads together, i realised a potential friend in one of my so-called "mates". AK, a mate for quite a while now(months) has shown me that she can be more than a nice girl that likes pink and straightening her hair(i'm not really a pink person and i've only straightened my hair once in my entire life) Against all odds and differences i think we could become good friends. =)

This made me ponder on what i look for in a friend and figured that 2 people can be on the same wavelength even if in 2 very different universes. The wavelength can have 2 sides, no? If Russia can, then the wavelength can too! I thought of all the friends that i have and it struck me: I have a pretty damn good safety net to fall back on if it all turns tits up and it feels good. I try to keep the number of people i care about as low as possible, i guess it's safer that way, in case i have to move country again LOL.

A friend to me is somebody i'd defend with my life and take a bullet for if i had to, whereas a mate is somebody i would care enough about to cheer up and give chocolate to when they're sad. With those categories in mind, i have 3 friends. I haven't counted the mates since there are no bullets involved there, but i can tell you, the number's higher than 3. Of course i haven't counted family members and relatives since they come before anything else. Well i guess i've come quite a way from the times when a friend was just a gossip buddy and family was a money/chocolate resource.

What Kind Of Sandwich Are You?

You Are a Club Sandwich

You are have a big personality. It's hard for anyone to ignore you! You dream big. You think big. And you eat big. Some people consider you high maintenance, but you just know what you want... and when you want it. Your best friend: The Tuna Fish Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

Oh Dear...

...mom.

Today when my mom turned the radio off in the car only to start what seemed to be an endless conversation, instead of blanking out like i usually do and go to Ruruland, i listened. I do occasionally listen too, just not as often as i should. It struck me this: my mom is unhappy. This time i'm not the problem and it scares me because when i'm the cause of her unhappiness i know how to fix it, make it go away. But this time i am truly clueless, it's beyond my powers. Usually cleaning my room, revising or talking to her does the trick but this is more complicated.

She is unhappy at work... now there i can't get involved. My mother has been a teacher for 15 years, since i was born, and she is one of if not the best there is out there. However stupid british system does not let her show her true magnificence. I have seen her teach a class (hundreds actually) and she beats my school teachers by a mile, and yet her achievements are not recognised fully here, thus her being a supply teacher and not a stable, fully fledged one as she obviously should be.

Now this must be some sort of twisted God humour, because my mom is the person that annoys me and gets on my nerves more than anybody i have ever met, and yet if she is unhappy i crumble. Like a chocolate chip cookie, only worse.

Well all i can do is hug her and hope it goes away at least for now. -sigh-

What's Your Noble British Name?

Your Noble British Name Is:

Lady Winifreda Anne Somerset

What's Your Noble British Name?