I hate Mr. Copson!!!

Mr. Copson aka english teacher from hell. Gaaaaahhhhhhhhh what is his problem?! Old angry man. I swear he's about 200. Oh and he MUST accentuate on EVERY other WORD whilst he paces up and down the middle of the classroom; 4 steps forwards, 4 steps back. He must get some few good hundred paces done throughout the day. The man never stands still, he's worse than watching a tennis match! Oh and the arms... they wave about crazily as if trying to escape and fly off from his shoulders, while he explains what Juliet was feeling about Romeo in that horrid scene over and over and over again.

Sir honestly... Say it don't spray it!!! That's Disgusting.
I admit my work was a little late in, but was that a good enough reason for your body temperature to go up to 50 degrees C whilst your face went a shade of red so intense that i thought you might just catch fire anytime soon? No, I don't think so. You should really watch that stress though, sir, because honestly, we all worry about you. I mean maybe a hundred years ago when you were young you would've been fine.. but now we don't know when your joints may give in and you may drop dead halfway through your ridiculous pacing.

I didn't give you a Valentine's Card, is that why you're so mad? :) Hey don't be upset, i'm sure you have plenty of other admirers in the class. And please stop calling my house, it's the 4th time now and it's getting creepy. That missing homework was from last term, OK? Get over it.

Concentrate!!

I have so much set out for me and so much going on in my life. If there's one thing i have it's potential. But somehow i feel like i'm throwing away all my chances at success and long time happiness.
I've become lazy and not as curious as i used to be. That did reflect on my annual grades report, too. I'm ashamed of myself. I feel like i need to do so much more and that i can but won't. I keep dreaming of running in a race when i feel like i'm fighting with all my strength but i'm not moving. The thing is... i'm not putting in all my strength, not mentally or physically, that annoys me. It frustrates me.
All i need to do is focus. Focus. I feel like i'm on an edge. It doesn't feel great to know that you're a step away from falling into nothingness. I'm scared of that.
I can't fail now, i've been building up. I won't let myself. Therefore, i'll do whatever it takes to bring me back on track. I can do this.

I can. And will. Make you proud.

Online Love?

What's all this shit going around about "online love" anyways?

No way. No way in hell there can be such a thing, no? I mean think about it, the internet is so unsafe and so unknown to us that really, it's like a big dangerous database. So from that i take it that there's no possible way in finding love. It must all be lies and blindness. Or just plain stupidity, right? You silly dumbcrackers.

It's silly.

It's silly that some of us think it isn't possible. If love exists, it would exist everywhere, not just where you think it's appropriate for it to be born. Also it's not like unprotected sex LOL, it's more like drunken unprotected sex, you don't know you've done it, but on some level you know very well what happened. Like love, sometimes you aren't aware. It takes one to fit perfectly, but often lots to find that one.

Think. Do you have a light at the end of the tunnel? Or are you unaware if such a thing exists? Do you doubt it because there is a slight chance of it disappointing you?

I wish you'd believe.

Now when someone says they met someone online and they think they're the one for them, don't be an ass, OK?

It doesn't matter if you believe it, it doesn't matter if you understand it, it just matters that you respect it.

Wales? Nooo! I'll stick with England

Wales is one strange place. Not nearly as strange as Romania, but hey, at least Romania's funny because it's so fucked up. Wales is just.. just strange. Not strange in a bad way particularly, it just strikes me as a place i wouldn't wanna visit more than once.. OK maybe twice for the people i know that are there.

Their language is something else. Their words are something like"gfbtnmrbdstplkDYDD". Really now, what the hell?!
Journey up there was a nightmare. Mom and Cliff couldn't agree on a CD to play LOL. Then when i turned my iPod on they told me off for it, saying it was too loud. WTF?? Anyways, whole journey took way over 3 hours.
3 hours in a car?! Are you kidding me? I was so bored i started counting dead sheep. Yes, there are quite a few in Wales. Dead sheep then lamp posts... clouds....pigeons... trucks, cars, people. You name it, i counted it.
Just a thought- how come all truck drivers are ugly and over 50? Girl hasn't got any eye candy on the road!! It's tragic.

Once we got there it suddenly turned from suicidally boring to awesomeness. =) We stayed at our romanian friends, which by the way cook VERY well. Food wasn't an issue. If the food is there and plenty, i'm a happy bunny. I'm a simple person with simple needs, good food is one of them!

Now.. maybe i shouldn't judge since i wasn't there for a long time but..Swansea seemed to me like a big huge industrial dump. Port Talbot even more so. Swansea beach wasn't half bad, Mumbles pier actually very nice.


Tried the sepia effect for once and somehow this picture reminds me of America 1920s? LOL.






Frozen moments.
I like this one. Taking a picture of someone taking a picture.
=)

That's Mumbles Pier. Looks like Wales gets the good weather from England. :) The sky and the sea were one and the same.

Hopefully the next and LAST time i go to Wales it will be sunny. LOL.

Now back in oh so mighty Dorset, England and waiting to go to Belgium. That's my next victim.
Until then...homework homework homework coursework coursework coursework...oh and exams. =) hehe I hate the british school system. If i could i would cut the whole system up into bits and throw it in the government people's faces. Grumpy old men they are anyway! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Myspace..

So i made a myspace. I sunk low enough to make one. Why? Well because i wanted to see if it made me any "cooler" haha. =) Well, it didn't. So screw it, OK?
Now... Going to Wales tomorrow. Verrrrry excited about that, since it's a new place. :) Camera going with me so some evidence will be shown up here sometime.
I went shopping today with Chloe and bought a notebook LOL. It had an awesome cover so i couldn't resist. I named it my "Epiphany Book" :)) or Eppie. I doubt i'll write anything in it, since i speak my thoughts rather than write them down. Writing them ALL would take too damn long.

Since i was such a busy bee, i missed posting a Valentine's Day thingy. Well here goes: Happy lovie dovie day all you lovebirds out there!! My Valentine's was dangerously entertaining; i collapsed/fainted LOL. An ambulance came along and they dragged me along and offered me a wheelchair. I refused it although, those things look fun!! :)) All these people gathered around and i burst out crying :( i think it was shock or something, because i'm not a cry-type person. Anyways it was massively embarrassing lol. Heh oh well.
See you when i have Wales updates.

That's all folks!
=)

No time?

Well, i'm getting into a habit of posting once a month, without wanting to. So instead i'll post more often, but in shorter bits. Short and sweet.
Usually i have a lot on my mind but don't get to put it all down on paper or www. Many changes.. new year and bla bla. But the truth is, i have so many "plans" to accomplish that Blogger has not been on my mind that much.


Good News:

• went skiing, was fabtastically amazing.

• getting a MySpace soon.

Bad News:

• i have a cold.

• no skiing for another year.

Wish : To have enough tissues for the rest of the week... -sigh-

New Year, Same Ruru

2008 eh? Happy New Year!!!


I didn't manage to do a Christmas post, since i was too busy chopping up vegetables for the Boeuf Salad. There is no holiday in my family without Boeuf Salad and stuffing vine leaves. I understand the beef (boeuf) salad, but vine leaves?? They are such a patience killer to make... and if you have anger management issues, you should not even attempt, EVER. Anyways, with all the food done, we set off to my grandparents' house. That's where the "fun" begins!! We play Pictionary every year and it's always a blast, since my family really just...can't draw. I drew a cow that looked like a huge cat with little lines sticking out of its head and its mouth as a big O. Guess what it might've been? Don't panic, no one did! It represented "mad cow disease", and the best guess i got was "shiny cat".
All my animal drawings look like cats somehow, as i was once again reminded when i drew a horse that looked like a huge cat.

Christmas 2007 evaluation: lots of food > lots of chocolate > wine > music > games >presents= PRETTY
GOOD.

On New Year's Eve i attempted to get drunk, but failed miserably. I get hammered by a glass of red wine but i don't even get dizzy from 2 glasses of whiskey?!?! For a first attempt, it doesn't matter, i'm only a teenager.

New Year Plans: 1. LEARN HOW TO ROLLERBLADE.
2. Join Dance School.
3. Get first job.
4. Actually bother with school => pass exams gloriously =)
5. Go to 2+ concerts.
All achievable!!

<< Taken at 12:06, 1st January 2008.

On the right and left 2 of the most important people in my life. Lovies you <3

All Frenched Up

So Ruru went to Paris and EuroDisney this weekend. =) It was ze awesomeness!!! We arrived in Paris on Friday evening and went on a boat ride on the Seine. Ride=amazing, view=amazing, my ass= frozen. So we froze to death, because most of us on the trip decided hats were NOT a good idea... Well folks, don't ever go for fashion statements instead of warmth unless you want some french frostbite as a souvenir. We had dinner at this french/chinese restaurant/place-that-serves-food. Food wasn't bad but what was disturbing was that there were naked paintings next to each table. Also most of the staff was chinese, and french sounds veryyy funny with a chinese accent.

Disneyland...oh Disneyland... what a fabtastic place. Yet again i froze because my shoes were not made for the cold, actually they were meant for 30 degrees C weather. Summer shoes= not useful in sub zero conditions. They weren't sandals or anything, my craziness doesn't go to exact insanity, and i was wearing 2 pairs of socks!! Still no good. I had to buy a hat, to at least keep my brain warm and in place, so i bought a top hat =) with Mr. Scrooge on it!!! That hat definitely got a few looks and giggles. =)
*should wear that hat skiing.

=)
So then i got a bit carried away and..
..bought another hat.

Yui and me, proudly wearing our "new ears" :) You are ze awesomeness chica, rock on!!

Because i'm running out of time rapidly, this'll have to end here. Awesomeness trip, great food..amazing people. :)
...yes..another one.

what can i say...HAT FETISH!!!!! :)

Deadly Flight

First poem attempt. Failed miserably. Hey at least you can tell it's written by me, but i still can't figure out if that's a good thing or not. I'm posting it because in about 20 years time i want to read it and make fun of how bad it is. Anywhooooo here it is =D

Once happy
Flying high,
Now so scared
That I might die.

A shadow upon me
So dark and sly
Watching me as I
Blow dry.

You were quite polite
Not interupting,
One might say
You were even
Out hunting.

Hunting?What for
When you only
Had dinner at four!

Now obviously hungry
You're aggressive
But really,
It's not like i'm
A digestive!

You reach
I fly
You smash
I cry.

I flew again
Lights went out
I got covered
By a cloud?

Then you crushed me
And i died
My insides
And my head
Were underneath
My leg.

Now i died
Gone to bug heaven
It is quite cool,
So thanks, to you.
You bastard.

By Ruru.

This was for english class... teacher's comment was "Interesting..". He obviously doesn't get my sense of humour. His loss. =)

Legal Nakedness

I reckon there should be an international "Naked Day" or even a month, where it would be illegal to wear clothes. Can you imagine how fun that would be? Hmmm. Possibly equally awkward too. =) Going to school naked...running, ironing, cooking, washing the car naked!! I bet you could think of someone right here on the spot that you'd want to see naked, so don't judge me for thinking these sinful thoughts.
Anyways, this was just a brief thought/fabtastic idea i just got and figured i should post, to enlighten you.
I hope you feel smarter, but most likely you don't so, i hope you weren't turned on by that either, you perv!

I shall be posting most my random genius ideas on here, so beware and keep little kids away from the computer screen!!