Packing here, packing there, packing everywhere!!

Cliff got home from South Africa last night. My mom and I are leaving tonight LOL. There are suitcases downstairs, upstairs and in between. Cliff's trying to unpack his gear and us trying to pack everything. We leave at 1am...oh how fun that will be. After not having slept properly for 48 hours.. another sleepless night is what i need!
2 hours-ish to get to Gatwick... then 2 hours wait for the check-in to start, then another 2 hours of wait to actually ride them clouds! x_x
God...you test my patience rather too often, i think. LOL. I mean... 2 weeks home alone with my mother? Gosh that's quite the endurance test plus patience! We didn't kill eachother, after all it wasn't so bad. =)

Necessary to survive this journey:

• Fully charged iPod.
• Fully charged camera.
  
• FOOD. (chocolate included)

You don't want to be stuck with a hungry Ruru for 10 hours-ish. I'm not exactly friendly when i'm hungry.
I turn into a beast. LOL.

Drifting Anonymously

I'm drifting from you.
Now this is terrible but i think it's simpler for both of us now to go our own ways and not look back.
Remember how we said that no matter what, there isn't a me and you, there is always an "us" ? Well i still believe in that. There will always be an us. No doubts about that. (here comes the dreaded "but"..) But you seem to be struggling and i seem to be getting in the way. I don't want to leave and let you struggle but I don't know what else to do, i can't seem to make you see my view on things.
It seems careless and cold, i know. And i'm sorry.
I will say goodbye, but that's not true because it's not good at all. It's a painful bye. Yeah. Painfulbye my friend.