Red!

     
Got my brand new red belt this evening. Yay! Officially daaangerous. Sort of. :)
    

Words VIII

     

Now, these are the books I remember reading since my last post.

10. Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone by J.K. Rowling

11. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by J.K. Rowling

12. The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald

13. The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini

14. Country Pursuits by Jo Carnegie

15. Naked Truths by Jo Carnegie

16. Wild Things by Jo Carnegie

17. Revolutionary Road by Richard Yates.

               

Come back

           
I'm afraid if I start blogging now after so long I will only mention the bad things. 

Truth of the matter is that i'm utterly confused. About everything. 

I don't know how i've let myself spiral downwards. Sounds like an addict doesn't it? Well thankfully, not.

I just don't know at what point I gave up altogether. I've become a bitter, self-loathing, human loathing, rude, obnoxious bitch.

I've been thinking about this for a while now, and for the life of me I couldn't figure out why.

It looks like I've given up on my study life. I've given up on being a family. The reason that has instigated this subject in the first place was that my mom is now nearly 7 months pregnant, and there is hope again.

At what point I decided that happiness didn't exist in the UK...I don't know.

I'm at a cross roads, where I've probably failed my exams, and I'm not sure what to do.

Pretty grim comeback, after all this time. My bad.

I suppose it's better to nip these thought in the bud and sort them out than reaching out for counselling in 10 years time and blaming my absent father :) 

Anywhoo...Welcome back, Ruru...