Valentine's Day

                            

Today I saw Valentine's Day on Valentine's Day with MT. 

He made me a pie. (it is a bit disgusting, but cute, nonetheless) Oh and THUMB SUMOS. Yes, the perfect gift. We decided they were a must-have after I gave him sumos for Christmas. They have their own platform and everything!

I'm all loved up now, that's weird. =)

I love you!

                                        

Twice

I had watched the latest episode of 90210 on my own right before you got home. You had had a bad day, so when you wanted to watch it, I watched it again with you, because I know how much it annoys you when we don't watch it together. This means that I have also watched most of the Gilmore Girls episodes twice, because I didn't know what time you were coming home.

They're always more fun the second time.

Worse

                                
Sometimes, all you need to realise that things could be worse is a burnt piece of toast to match your mood. And sometimes you just need to punch someone. :) 
Last night was toast, but I'm not sure if that'll last. Not with this amount of chavs around.
                                               

Decided

 I've decided, no grey. It's not worth it. I don't need it. It complicates things.

In the one day i gave grey a chance, i nearly broke up with MT and spent 12 hours in bed (mostly because of illness, but still). So, on the whole, not something i'm rushing to try again.

Grey?

Do we need it? I've always been one to consider only the black and white of life. Wrong or right. Chocolate or vanilla. Don't mistake this for racism, please, but merely as an intuitive streak. As well as the rash and brash kind, I can't help but notice the ones that only see the grey.

Wouldn't that involve infinite amounts of over-thinking everything?! Which then surely won't come to a decision at all, would just settle in the middle? I don't know. Maybe the grey is the decision. Silly.

It seems that grey isn't the decision for me. It makes me feel unsettled, and I don't need that. I have England for that, I don't need indecision about everything I think of. Boy, that would be tiring.